Warmth of Newness

Cold Rain winter warning

Soft Rain falls, close cozy quarters

Old woman’s aches told us days ago about the impending dreary weather.

Gentle forest creaks as popping of rain drips through the trees

What once was a beautiful movie moment turns to cold nose, aching hands, soggy feet

Dragging back to the safety…one more breath of rain filled air, testing …could it be like I dreamed?

Still the freezing wind whips my stinging skin

Eyes tearing, dreams fading, as picking hands have the familiar melting twinkle

Stepping into the warmth of newness

These last few days have reminded me of my need to rejoice. This monumental journey I have been on has taken me 44 years and each connection my body heals has me testing to make sure it is actually healed. The moments after a session have me noticing how wonderful I feel, how I could sing on the hills like Julie Andrews did. As I get used to this feeling and life takes over I question the success I had just felt. I look at the old memories and yep they are still there… how is that possible?

But wait the anxiety, the emotion, the fear… where did that go? Also I am in this new place still just checking… looking back instead of in the shit pile… wow!

I look back 7 years before I bought my first Louise Hay book, Before Body Talk and realize how I am so blessed to have the life I have now. How wonderfully life has changed for the better. Anxiety gone, Winter Blues (what a ridiculous name…I think I need a whole couple posts just of that…)gone, heart issues reduced by 80%, migraines=0….

Big picture...life is Fucking Awesome!

My Epic Journey…..Kari