crap

I feel like I have just taken a crap. When I am done I don't want to leave the shit there. But why do I worry? Don't I want people to see the mess so they know where to dump their shit? Was my shit as significant as theirs? Do I have the right to complain about my shit because their shit has obviously caused them more pain and trauma than my shit. What got their shit in there was so terrible. It is amazing that they survived. Their shit took longer to stew about, to figure out, because their shit was way worse.

Why are we grading our shit? Isn't it all the same? Stuff we are releasing so we can move on with our lives and live in the now. Live more fully, love more fully, be more fully me without the shit that holds us back, that weighs us down and chains our heart. Love yourself. Break free of the shit. And flush.-Kari Beyer Oct. 2019